i can't stop shaking....and my head is spinning....and i'm loosing my breath....my mouth starts to get dry and i start to get nervous....then the anxiousness kicks in....then the panicing begins....then my knees start to shake and the tears start to come...cuz i hate so much being like this. even though it's gotten better over time i can't seem to not feel like this every single time!

Deep down i know i have nothing to worry about...actually i'm not so sure....no...i definitly could be wrong. Cuz the second i walk in everyone will stare and they'll talk and they'll hate me. And i won't be able to speak cuz their all judging me. And i keep looking at the time and beg it to go faster as my heart beats harder. then my palms start to sweat and i fake a smile to hopefully downplay my anxiety..even though it doesn't work. no one will like me....there will be something wrong with me to everyone..maybe differebnt things but no one will like me.

How can you be so scared of people............................................